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| What is it nice to stay by yourself? |
| 11.23.04 (10:43 pm) [edit] |
I got the exposure of staying by myself when I entered the university. It was a breakthrough and break free for me. Yea...everyone is thinking about their own freedom.
Most of us take this opportunity to do what they really want to do.
I pretty much like to stay far from family. It gives me a total of freedom but dont get me wrong here, having my own freedom of doing something out of context...that is not so right for me.
The freedom that I get here is having more space to grow and build up some self-esteem. It is the best time to get to know myself. Being independent is important. It realizes me that I need to workout by myself to get what I want.
Well, most of us including me sometimes got bored listening to the iteration of parents' advises. We never really listen to their advises. but you'll never know that it may come in handy when you are living outside. Whatever things that you want to do or making some decision, you'll always think twice and sometimes the parents' advises automatically flash in your mind. You are somehow not a bad child after all..haha
There are lots of things to learn when staying out. It is not just about having fun and trying to runaway from home...but have to learn some manage skills such as time management, financial, social, emotions and etc.
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| Christmas galore has started... |
| 11.21.04 (9:29 pm) [edit] |
I went to the mall today and to my suprise that the mall already got decorated with christmas stuff especially METROJAYA. Well it was nice but I think it is too early..haha
Inside it...there is a section that sells all christmas deco stuffs from blue to silver to red and purple...it was like I was in a ChristmasLand...never heard or anyone use that term before 'ChristmasLand'.
One of the gifts shop started playing some Christmas songs and I was like 'Oh my god'. It made me feel like Christmas is just a few weeks away or maybe a week...ahaha
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| swollen finger |
| 11.19.04 (9:29 pm) [edit] |
my middle finger on the left hand got swollen since Monday. the pain close to the nail was painful and getting swollen day by day until i could not bare the extra pain that i decided to see the doctor.
I knew that the doctor would do something to get the pass out from the clog which means that need to do a minor operation. Instantly i got some flashback..i got the same thing happened years ago on my leg which went for a minor operation and I could not walk for days.
Luckily this was just a small touch on it, bandaged with plaster and that was it. But the later part, I could feel the pain had transmitted from the tip to the upper hand. The worst part is when I have to shower.
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| Outta here! |
| 11.19.04 (12:57 pm) [edit] |
It is 3 hours before Im done with my training..and if there is anyone who follow up on my training/rehab process...it is a good news for me today.
I will be release soon at 6pm today. Im CURED!
Everyone here asked me why not stay longer?...I dont need that...:D Im Free...It is time to SHINE :)
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| White Space |
| 11.18.04 (2:12 pm) [edit] |
I was feeling frantic in the morning. It was already at the maximum peak. My heart beat like a drum roll that I could hear so clearly in my ears. I lost my focus. Everything I saw was like poster colors that had not dry.
The sound of the surrounding was in an unstabile frequency.
The next thing I knew, I woke up in an unknown surrounding. There was another lady sleeping next to my bed. I was wearing this green color dress and started to wonder how long that I had been here.
Then, came in a lady dressed in matching white uniform and shoe who surprised to see me awake.
She told me that I had almost slept for 2 days...more accurate 37 hours.
37 Hours was a long journey but it did feel like few minutes. I could not imagine that I could ended up in this place. I noticed that I was having anxiety back then. I was worried that I could not finish my things on time and I have many things to be done. I did not know which one should I deal first.
Maybe It was sleep, rest and calmness which I need it first. The report was nothing serious. I was released home the following day.
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| Memory lasped II |
| 11.12.04 (2:50 pm) [edit] |
It is not about forgetful...I just cant remember where I put my water bottle. I drank the water and put it under the computer desk.
I was looking for it after more than an hour. I thought someone might have take it and used it. So, I dont bother about it. until I was accidentally bounce to see the bottle under the desk and my mission looking for it finally overed.
The same thing went with my hair rubberband. I took it of and put it ontop of the tap. I thought I had brought it out with me and started to look for it the next day. I failed to find it and resulted I thought it went missing, I had lost it.
When I wanted to have my shower and again accidentally bounced with my rubberband. It was in the same place as yesterday. No one had moved it. I was laughing like hell about it.
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| Luck? |
| 11.12.04 (2:39 pm) [edit] |
Is it Ok to tell anyone about your dreams/goals/what do I want to do?
I always thought that by not telling everyone is the best option since I dont like people to know what am i doing or should be doing.
Sometimes, I do tell, thinking that if I were telling it out, I might probably get some help from them. I have tested it for few times but I was wrong.
They just wished me luck.
Luck doesnt come easily....something you are just destined to be in luck or you are always in something else but not the exact thing you want.
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| Confused |
| 11.10.04 (8:51 pm) [edit] |
hmm...after the farewell lunch yesterday, everyone in the office thought this coming friday is my last day.
I believe they must have transmitted the wrong information to the floor.
Why I was included in yesterday farewell lunch?
well, this weekend we have 2 major festivals going on here and people will be having a long holiday. No one or there will be no full attendance if my farewell lunch schedule next week.
People will be surprise to see me still coming back to work on Monday...I would joke 'Im a hardworking worker'...haha
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| Deepavali and Aidilfitri |
| 11.10.04 (2:33 pm) [edit] |
To All who celebrate Diwali and Aidilfitri
Wishing you a Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....Have fun and enjoy yourself, drive carefully in this festive seasons
for the others..Happy Holiday.
:D
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| Farewell Luncheon |
| 11.09.04 (9:02 pm) [edit] |
I did not know that I was included in the farewell lunch. My project manager will be leaving tomorrow, it is acceptable for her to have that lunch but for me...that is way too early and had no idea it was today.
I was confused after reading the mail that had sent by the HR Admin to the whole software department, that I actually included in the farewell lunch too.
Pretty much in the confusion state as if im going to leave the company tomorrow. Im pretty sure enough that my internship will only end next friday....Are they wanted to leave early? haha...
One of my colleague came in and asked me if today is my last day. I was in still in unbelieveable state and answered him 'No' but he would like to wish 'GoodBye' early..he might afraid that he would forget about it by next day since he is involved in a new project.
The whole thing came to more real when the head of department came to my place personally and calling me for the lunch, telling me that I need to have a farewell lunch, Im going to graduate from the company soon.
and I believed that I had the one part of the farewell lunch apart from celebrating the farewell of the project manager too...because I did gone thru the IITC farewell tradition ceremony which is a 'Birthday Song'
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| memory lasped |
| 11.07.04 (10:57 pm) [edit] |
Have you ever in a situation that you cant remember what song that have played previously on the radio?
or even cant remember what you wear the other day?
What do you call that situation...'memory lasped' or 'momentary'?
It is funny to think about when you are looking for something and the thing is just right in front of you.
Well..I have this problem lately..
on chatting with my friends, I read the reply and then I minimize the message window and after that I totally forget to reply back. I did opened up a few times but I just did not know what was I waiting for? And people would be wondering why I have been so silence on the other side?
changing subject....talking about shopping then something came to m mind and started to question them and when I turned back to the previous topic...I have no clue what I was talking back then
Once I was watching this show on TV 'Sweet Home Alabama'. I could not remember the heroin's name of the movie. I asked around for her name and no one knew it. It took me for a week to figure out her name 'Reese Witherspoon'
it just happen to me so frequently these days
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| Rainy Birthday |
| 11.07.04 (9:51 pm) [edit] |
I celebrated my 21st Anniversary of my birth day.
It was a bright day in the morning. I received countable sms in the morning and even a morning birthday call from my ex-housemate.
It was Friday. I love Friday and I was working on that day...the morning was a bit havoc as I had to entertain birthday messages coming from yahoo messenger. People from nowhere added me ( my co-worker ). I never had a clue that it had actually spread the IITC yahoo messenger network.
By noon, me and my co-workers went out for lunch at a fast food restaurant....and slightly rain began to pour.
When we all came back from lunch, everyone felt sleepy and works could not be done.
By 3pm, the dark clouds, storm and wind had started to take over more tremendously. It was so dark that It looked like 8pm even though it was only 5pm.
Well, me and my sister had planned that after work we wanted to have some small celebration dinner with my friend and cousin. we had an appointmnet at 6pm but had to reschedule since it was raining badly heavily out there causing flood and massive jam. Resulted, had to call it off because the jam was everywhere.
So it was just me and my sister, driving in the car, joining with other cars in a long queue and rain still pouring. We ended in a food court for dinner.
Bought the cake and headed from home at 11pm. I was so dead sleepy since we spent most of our time riding in the car.
What was glad that I got to cake and blow the candles with my family members...that was good about it and I enjoyed the cake very much since the dinner was not a good one.
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| Is it LUNCH? |
| 11.05.04 (1:33 pm) [edit] |
Have ever in the situation when after eating lunch you will feel damn sleepy?
It is not about eating too much which need a lot of oxygen to process. This is where people who have been joining you for lunch will encounter the same problem after for a few minutes.
Once, after lunch with my friends, went back to our place. Our eyes began to feel heavy after 10 mintes watching some show on TV. We could not hold it back and so we slept.
The sleep was deep. There would be no sign of waking up even thought there is a person doing hammering or coming into the house. It looked like we never sleep for days and these was the time that we were going to payback. It was hard to wake up, we yearned more of sleep after waking up...and we blamed the food that we had before...:D
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| Parents should listen... |
| 11.04.04 (7:17 am) [edit] |
[b]Why parents dont like or cant accept the fact that their children telling them about their bad behaviour?[/b]
Do they think that as they are parent, a one step higher, as if they are always right, the children on the other hand have to listen everything what they have to say and even accepting the behaviour that the children find it irritating enough?
why cant it work in 2 ways?
when we are young, parents always remind us not to do this or that again...and that because they find that we have some bad behaviour or attitude and it is not right to do it again.
when we grow up, we are getting to know sometimes our parents behave in such unlikeable ways. So, we suppose to inform them what we dont like them to act in that ways again...that it will be much more better for both sides to communicate and more bond. If we do not tell them about their unaccepted ways...probably a big argument will explode.
Sometimes parents should get notice what they have done wrong by listening to their children and vice versa.
So, we change... to make things easier for both sides and develop more strong bond ahead by not getting irritated with each other.
to parents out there...please listen to your children and never stop them or think it is a crap when a children starts to tell some wild imaginative story...:D
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| style of learning |
| 11.03.04 (2:56 pm) [edit] |
I have been noticing my style of learning...
My hands wont start jotting down anything that the lecturer yepping in front of the class. I place my notepad and pen on the table for decoration...haha :)
My eyes are camera and my ears are recorder.
This is the capturing phase.
I wont be answering any on the spot question regarding on the subject that teach on that day.
Even though im in capturing phase and still I am blur.
I will be able to answer questions from previous classes.
After capturing, it is time to absorb something...this is the Absorbing phase.
Read back my notes and textbook. I wont be able to remember all the facts that capture from class. When going thru some browsing the notes and textbook...deja-vu feeling...coming to the familiar term and goes..'yea..I have learnt something about that' which makes thing more easier to understand and absorb.
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| New Desktop for my Bday! |
| 11.03.04 (7:56 am) [edit] |
New desktop received yesterday:
Color : black desktop
Samsung monitor 756MB 17 " Flat CRT
120 GB Hard disk
Pentium IV 3.0Ghz
512 MB RAM
Altec sound speaker with subwoofer
Sony CD-ROM 52X
DVD R/W
Chasis from iCute
6 USB ports
Samsung optical mouse and keyboard
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