OH no! not again happened...

Sometimes I do get people passing by, waving at me from inside the car...that doesnt bother me much. It makes the situation more funnier.

But today, I got it again when crossing the road before entering the my street house..this fellow was driving a 4WD with 2 other mates inside the car passed by and the driver was waving at me. It gave me some impact of 'who the hell is that?' , 'do i know them?'. Clearly, I dont know anyone who has 4WD. It was totally a different situation between yesterday and today.

Yesterday, when I was walking back at night...someone shouted my name and I turned...it was my friend on a bike. That gave me a spontaneous respond of waving back.

However, as I already entered my porch, the 4WD appeared again passing by in front of my house and waved...guess that he dropped his friends in another street before making a U-turn back...damn!

:D

Chinese New Year festival is just corner away...I think in a week...falls on Feb 9 and 10. Sometimes I could have some good feeling of it and sometimes I dont feel like it...and this year is another 'dont feel like it'.

I become tension each time I heard some places already started playing some chinese new year songs months back...absolutely months back. But when I heard of it, oh no it is another agenda again.

I always have this feeling of ..'oh no' at the beginning and even 'who cares about chinese new year? another festival of celebration that been thru annually and all my life'. But nevertheless, I always end up feeling 'not bad at all'...because with all this festival and function...somehow I do learn something about it. Every year gets new updates, getting to know something that has been hiding for so long and even something that surprises.

So, it just going to happen in a week and I just dont feel the mood of it. I'll see when the time comes.

:D

It was a big lecture hall divided to 3 parts. The amount of students get lesser and lesser each week. It wasnt a boring subject, the lecturer was funny at times which made the whole room laughed once in a while.

But it was a bit slow and dry in the first hour. The heads were all on the table. I believe everyone wasnt listening at all until he touched the subtopic of sexual harrasment. When they heard the word 'sexual' immediately could see some head up. When he explained the example of types of sexual harrasment, I guess everyone was more alighted and they might have some thinking going on in their mind...and still he explained in some comical ways that everyone laughed. But I could get some picture of what they were thinking...something 'sidetrack' that he had to repeat many times that he wasnt talking about 'sex'. He was talking about the limits and boundaries of our acts if we have some morality and ethics in us that could help us in many ways starting with respecting ourselves and then the others.

I just got an idea that going to class isnt just learning the topic that is going to be teach. Since last week, I woke up freshly from sleep and walked few kilometres to school, hoping to learn something or to learn. I sat on the bench and getting receive whatever I need to receive. By then, not even reached 30 minutes...instantly the sleepiness of tiredness creeped up upon me that I fidgeted a lot on my seat, back, forth, sides, straight, slumb just to not doze off right in front of the lecturer's eyes. Many times that I believe that I almost dozed off that my eyes were practically small and hanging. Because of that, I came out with a conclusion that lessons werent boring and maybe I did that subconciously. It is just not attending some classes to learn the topic and in the same time Im learning how to control from being totally doze off and almost dozing while listening.

There is a certain period of time that I dont really like my friends and probably could take up a month or so. I just struck by this disease again since yesterday and I decided that I need to leave them for a while...no contact, no meeting, no news.

In this life, we are pretty much attach to our families and friends. It has a  lot of burden for them or for ourself that sometimes I feel that it is not a willing job for them to be with me. How obvious it is on their looks that sometimes I intend to just walk off right there and then.

So, right now I need to keep away all the things that they gave me or anything that has to do with them.

Have a nice weekend!

If you dont mind...Im writing my boring blog here :D

I got up at 9 in the morning, well before that..before the alarm rang.

I got class at 10, programming lab. After that, had a discussion on the upcoming project and in the same time too, discussing on the programming assignment which was due today.

3 hours before the deadline, I hurried home to finish up the flowcharts drawing before came back to school and submitted it. I headed to the library for a while, looking thru some web design books and crafts.

On the way back, met my friends, talked for a while and off back home. It was cloudy today, havent seen rain for weeks. I went straight for a short nap for an hour before getting up for shower, then out for dinner...

Now, writing some boring blog to ease the time...it is the weekend, feel relax and started to feel sleepy..maybe I should go to bed early, hope tomorrow can get up and go for jogging...Goodnight!