Last day of french class with the closing ceremony of oral presentation. My turn was almost towards the end. I just dont like to be called almost at the end...I prefere ...Oh no! see I spelled prefer in french..:D Je prefere been called in the beginning or in the middle.

It looked like people who presented towards at the end got more Q and A session. Well, I managed to answer all and had to repeat certain questions in order to catch the accent and yea the coordinator said Im very good in understanding but have to work more for my pronounciation.

cest genial!

well...it was a great day! :D :D

Another earthquake in Indonesia...that is so sad to hear.

I just realised now this morning that there was earthquake happened late Monday(midnight).

according to this sources that the disctance between North Sumatra and Kuala Lumpur is 535 km (330Miles).

I slept early yesterday and woke up around 11.30pm because my cousin was coming to my place to pickup something and then I slept back. not long after I laid on my mattress on the floor, I felt a slight vibration. For sure I wasnt experience any OBE vibration stuff and I didnt make myself vibrate or make any moves and slept.

Bonjour madame et tout le monde.
Mon nom est Jilin et vingt et un ans.
Je suis Malaisienne et l'étude dans l'université multimédia, se spécialiser dans la transmission de données.
J'habite en la rue en or 5 Taman Kerjasama et je n'ai pas une voiture.
Mon numéro de téléphone est 1234566789.
Ma famille consiste en 5 gens.
Le nom de mon père est Peter. il déjà est pris la retraite et le nom de ma mère est la Rose. elle travaille comme une ressource humaine.
J'ai une soeur aînée et un plus jeune frère.
Le nom de ma soeur est Jilian, elle est programmeur.
Le nom de mon frère est Dexter, il est étudiant.
J'aime prendre des images et Je n'aime pas attendre parce qu'il gaspille mon temps.
Le temps dans mon pays est imprévisible.

Merci

I found it I found it....I have found my programming lecturer's room. It was the one without his name tag in front of the door and just opposite Mr Nabeel's room.. Jeez I dont know that till now, happened to sometimes passed by Mr Nabeel's room, intend to enter but sped off...what duh?

I never thought I got fullmarks for my programming Lab Test 1, as far as I know, I didnt manage to answer one question correctly. Lab Test 2,  was predicted to get 7marks.

Today's test on management and accounting...I was in a shooting range, trying to get target of 50 points but all my resources and research that I have was not enough So used mostly my general knowledge to shoot the target which had me some laughing moment in the range. Disappointed with my shooting skills, I sat down and watched people leaving the range one by one with satisfaction, exhaustion, anger, frustration, sobbing, yes, cursing, blur, disappointment and etc etc. After looking long, I left too with no regrets or whatsoever that I just dumb with this shooting thing. The most important is I learnt to shoot the best, some extra sensory skill to get closer to the target.

All classes end. Now I can make a review about it. I know I know ...this is the first semester of my degree...yea Im pretty lack, I confessed it. I guess it is ok to be lack in the beginning and learn from it rather than lacking at the end or throughout the whole academic phenomenon.

BHM - Basic economics, management, accounting

This is the class that I dont skip much, well maybe about like 2 or 3 times and this is the subject that I dont understand the most. All the time, I was swinging in the class and dozing(sometimes), nothing excites me maybe only for 10minutes. Damn, I failed my midterm economics test. I thought I did well. This is the class that changed lecturers many many times. I cant remember how many it had changed. At least there are 2 lecturers teaching one main subject.

TCP - Computer Programming

I dont know. I always feel sleepy in his lecture class and always missed the 8am lecture class at the beginning. I made a change and then I always appear to his class late...haha. This is the class that is alive, people really focus on his teaching but I think his teaching a bit not so specific. Amazingly, I never skip the lab session.

TEP - Ethics and Professional Conduct

The lecturer classes ended at the end of week 8 before we had a week break...absolutely great! The lecturer was funny and cant feel bored in his class. Tutorial classes was a bit...what da heck? Every week, I would be sitting behind the class, blurred, feeling that the questions for the tutorial were difficult and totally different from the lecturer class. Well, this subject ended all in week 8, the fastest among all...the rest of the weeks are focusing on project presentation. Presentation for this group was the best among the best, never in life we did something so differently.

CLF - French class

Arghhh...I never thought that the second test which held last week was so difficult. This is the class that I really participating. I like it because the number of students were little. Next week, oral presentation, yea, havent draft out what I need to say about myself.

ISD - Information System Development

I dont know. This subject really create a lot of tension on me. I withdrawed the subject 2 weeks ago because of some personal reasons that none of my friends know about it. Eventually one of my friend thought I was joking when I told her that I had dropped the subject. It just dont feel right about it. I was lack with it...my performance was really really low and the reasons I dropped it because I didnt submit all my tutorialworks and I didnt have a group for my project. I took all the matters lightly but at the same time tension about it, trying hard to improve it but still the same. So, dropping the subject is the best solution and also thought of not going to downgraded my CGPA because of that. I think I made a right choice. I was so tense each time going to his lecture class and thinking about the undone tutorial papers under my bed. I was more light after that..no worries longing me.

I havent been home for many weekends. Every weekends must have something to do, classes, tests, projects and finally I decided to go back home last weekend right after my lab test on Saturday morning (See! another test on the weekend) and I think it was the best time or for this week as the coming weeks might be the same again..occupied! I noticed that since I came back home the holiday break, every week I have test and assignments to submit.

First day: Saturday

Arrived at Klang 4.30pm. A hazy day and humid. 5 minutes after I stepped into the house, my mother started to lecture me on food. I heard that almost a thousand times and before I could sit down for long, I was off for jogging. Warming up for the first lap and rain started to pour heavily. Basically I watched TV all the time back then, catching up with my fav tv series 'Queer eye for the straight guys' and jammed the DVD player.

Second day: Sunday

One thing about me back home is that I have deep sleep and probably I could sleep for long long hours. I wasn’t so use to the early morning knock at the door. No one knocks at my door over here. I thought my sister was around in the room too, so she might get the door. But I forgot she stayed overnight at her boyfriend's place. So, with my squinted eyes or maybe not even opened at all, walked a few centimetres and opened the door. My mother was in front of the door, asking me if I want to go for jogging, despite the rainfall yesterday. Honestly, I wanted so much to sleep again and after 5 minutes laid down somehow I pushed myself up for it. I watched tv again..:D it was the formula 1 weekend. It was a boring race because there werent any accidents and bumps and whatsoever…I guess I watch F1 is just waiting to see some crashes. Bad bad bad…slept throught the race about 15 laps to the end…and when I woke up Alonso was the winner. Evening went for cycling and at night…cant remember what I was doing, I guess I watched tv again.

Third day: Monday

Stayed home, talked to myself…damn I talked a lot.

Fourth day: Tuesday

Stayed home.

I went for cycling in the evening. It was nice. Saw a lot of things. There was a boy 7 or 8 years old after school, walking home while dragging his heavy bag. I wanted to help but since  he was that young, he might be thinking that I was kind of one of the kidnapper or whatsoever which might bring harm to him. So, I just watched him, walking home alone dragging his bag, stopped between in the interval to rest and he was concerned about his bag got dirty because dragging it on the ground. I thought his house was far away but about 10 - 12 houses from his school. I left after he entered his house and then I realised I was a bit lost because of the circling and circling. Reached back and saw a grandmother and his little grandson were having an evening walk, passing in front of my house. I smiled at the boy because he was looking at me and he responded spontaneously…hmm…I just like it!

At night, watched tv again. I watched 'Meet Joe Black' on HBO. Yea, rerun for many times but I never never watch till the end and this was the time I watched till then and found myself crying at the end…haha. After that, watched some cooking shows…yea, my fav cooking shows by Anthony Bourdain, Jamie Oliver and Kylie Kwong. Love it!

Fifth day: Wednesday

Left early back to Melaka. I have class at 4pm. Upon arriving, I went to this nearby shopping centre. I just like to do some window shopping by myself. I just have the freedomity to walk wherever I want, to see what I want. I like the feeling of that, treating myself for something good like today I had Mcdonalds. That satisfied my soul …hahaa :D. There are 2 shops I always visit if I do solo window shopping…bookstore and musicstore. Not to say that I don’t do shopping with my girlfriends…yes, If we have plan something like what to buy or going for a movie.

I decided to meet up with my lost friend. Well, not a lost friend...it was one of the friends that I ditched about a month or so back then. She wasnt the main target for ditching but still I ditched. I have ditched a total of 3 friends that comes in a same group.

We had dinner together and talked, mostly aboutt some updates for past a month, that I know nothing about whats going on with the whole bunch of ditches.

I was surprised to hear that the main target that I ditched had shifted house and weird things happened to the last target that I ditched, she started to steal things for some reasons compared to my previous record of steal things. My reason to steal things was mainly for prank/joke reasons..nothing crossed my mind to possess something without paying for them. I havent really spend time with them after that, so basically I have no rights to judge or anything. I just need to be on the spot to see and experience, rather than just hearing some sources from someone that might turn out to be true or not. But still, a big shock for me if the news is true.

I met up with my main target too, starting this week...but not a long meeting, just happened to bump into each other at school, just say hi or wave...that's all. Nothing much to talk about as she has the questioning look each time she sees me and a fake smile...I hate that!

Culture show organized and performed by the diploma students for their Malaysian Studies subject.

They were great. I was suprised with their capabilities of coming out such a good idea for their performance whether they were singing, dancing, sketches and dramas. I thought it was another crappy show that I came and watched. I did last there in the hall until the show ended.

The last performance on chinese drums by MMU 24 Seasons Drum group was brilliant. Their timing, coordination, well prepared and concentration were good and for real the last one was pretty much opened my eyes.

Anyway, they all did their best, great works.

Lauching world premiere of our very own video production.

We were the first group to present. We were excited and anxious as the loading scene started to load, thinking what is these people reaction and stuff and of course the lecturer.

As the movie rolled more towards in, everyone was ...'ohh...wahhh! applause...!' when Paul Moss started to talk about what is copyright.

It was a bubbling video we did but overall it was good. Audiences laughed at certain scenes. Well, the whole concept of the video is about giving the message the idea of the effects of copyright in music industry in a comical way.

At the end of the video, lecturer didnt have any questions to ask and said that it is very good.

And they proclaimed that today is my day. We all went for lunch after the presentation and those 2 guys who promised me to buy me lunch were arguing who is going to pay for my lunch. At the end...one paid for drink and another paid for food...my lunch covered today.

:D :D

We had our last group meeting before the actual day of our ethics presentation on the next day. Few of them havent seen the complete version of the video and having problem to run the CD on the school's pc and stuff. So we couldnt watch it together and sort out the CD to others and watch at home.

I received some feedback via messenger from this 2 guys from the group. They were starstruck, surprise, shock and overwhelmed until they didnt want to trouble me after this and promised me that they will buy me lunch tomorrow after the presentation for my work.

my group leader messaged me around 3 in the morning, giving me some feedback on the video that I have done. She still had that pushy thing...'why you didnt put this? why you take out that?...i think you need to add more...'

well, it depends on how hardworking I can be on sunday to do the modification...if I want to, If not..just leave the thing..and that;s it

But I was hardworking, woke up in the morning and started to do some modification and now...Im done! Its a wrap..yahooo! Just waiting and get excited about the launch of our world premiere debut video tomorrow.

Hidup copirite group!

Im happy..I had completed my first ever serious video production.

It took me 2 days to complete...each day 6 hours. So basically 12 hours to complete it. I have never done any video that is more than 10 minutes...6 minutes video is already a drag for me...painful process when have to review again and again for testing and debugging. Whole video is 21:24 minutes.

Today I saw 2 people that I havent seen for quite some times.

In the morning when I entered the campus and this lady who was coming from the opposite direction suddenly stopped, turned and called my name as if Im some kind of superstar that she got to stumble upon. I turned and recognized who was it and yea...she is one of my friend who doesnt show much responsibility, once upon a time was classmate, a troublesome projectmate, keeps talking about guys and have some weird connection with whole campus of international male students. She had a surprise look on her face when she saw me and commented that I looked like somebody else. Basically we havent meet for months. I cant remember when was the last time we met..somewhere in a restaurant.

and in the afternoon after my class, I saw my friend that I got ditched. Obviously, I wouldnt see her if she didnt call me and I turned, trying to locate where the voice came from...and there she was sitting by the booth, promoting on selling their Malaysian Studies project Cultural Nite tickets and that sales ticket will go to the cancer patients.

I didnt see her for 4 weeks I guess and she looked terribly awful with her eyeliner..worst than a witch..haha! which made me a little uncomfortable to look at her face while talking.

Well, that's about it! Im going to eat my lunch now...

I am so phobic each time I have to follow or join my friend's class. I went to my friend's tutorial class which held inside the lecture's office. A small group tutorial consists only 5 or 6 students and come on...having a small tutorial groups still the lecturer cant recognize who is his student.

I was inside the room, sitting there just like any other student but I was looking around the room and didnt need to focus on the tutorial questions that he was reading it out. But still, I pretended to be one who knew something about that subject.

Damn that lecturer, pretty much focused on me. Waved at me when I was out of concentration...and eventually secure a question specially for me to answer.

Oh no! My heart was racing and laughed quietly inside myself, my friend too. My friend showed some sign under the desk, sign of the correct answer and I just answered it and voila correct!

Once I joined my friend's Malay Language class. I wanted to know what the hell the lecturer is going to teach. Well it was a bit boring. All those stuffs that we had already learnt since Standard 1 till Form 5. Local Students have to take Malay Language Class if they dont get credit for the paper in SPM Examination.

The first step when I went stepped in, the lecturer already questioning me whether Im a new student for his class. I nodded. I thought I could quite relaxed in the class and suddenly the lecturer called me..'The new student..answer the question'. I was looking around whether if he actually meant me. oh yea! it was obviously. Well, I managed to answer.

There are certain aspects which need to take into account when shooting with a digicam or video camera.

a. if there is another camera, make sure that when you are shooting never ever shoot in the other camera person.

b. if have to pretend some situation in a place..make sure not to shoot exccessive area that are irrelevant which make the scene a bit fake

c. move the camera slowly and not suddenly zoom here and there and also sudden zoom in and out

After the stomach disorder for a week and eventually pulled my weight down. I have to reorganize my dietry program that I planned out of my food consume planner to be back on the right margin again.

At the same time, it inspired me to start a new project which is taking every shoot of the foods that I consume. It eventually helps me to eat accordingly and I have to keep thinking what food to buy in order to get a good shoot. It is pretty much a program of healing through lenses. 

Another day of nuts...I was hardworking again, reading for my economics test tomorrow and after 2 hours later...I found myself,standing on the chair, throwing my ISD notes to the air, with accompanied by the music Bohemian Rhapsody - Maksim version.

Definitely enjoyed seeing the paper one by one flying in the air and dropped to the floor...and the next thing I know I was laying on the floor with the papers beneath me, laying there for quite some times...muahaahahah

I was obviously nuts yesterday...I was so hardworking until I didnt know what was I inputting about, what was I stuffing inside my brain? After nutting around, finally I slept at 6am...my phone alarm worked well and rang at 7am but I guessed I didnt hear anything and woke up abruptly at 7.40am..thinking that I probably be late again for that class at 8am. Well, nevermind...the lecturer always come in late. So, I decided to be there by 8.20am but I couldnt...my stomach held me back and I was sitting in the wc for a quite a long time and clearly after that I knew I was so late.

Upon entering the entrance of the school...the school was so silence as if I was the only one attending class. Who would come to class at this time 8.40am..where everyone was already settled down in the class sleeping by then.

After class went straight home and continued to sleep. The sleeping was good. I dreamt something and something and slept till 2pm...woke up again like I had been sleeping there the whole night. The morning walk to school was just a dream for me...haha.

I began to be hardworking again...and I didnt know why...I was so silence, so quiet that I just sat there on my chair and read.

damn...before going to the test, I felt the sudden pressure of pain on my lower stomach...bet that it is the time!

It was raining...great! exam time, raining, paining, umbrelling....yea..had to walk with an umbrella to the exam venue only bringing a pen in my pocket...haha

Very silence...I usually dont speak before an exam..walked and walked. Inside the exam hall, yea..questions were a bit confused, not precise and I hadnt any clue of which chapter was the questions from...5 minutes looking at the paper...suddenly the idea of dropping the subject struck my mind again.

I was just sitting there without making any move, looking around and thinking. 20 minutes before the exam end...cant think of other option of answers and this song by Sting - A Thousand Years started playing in my head and the next thing I knew...I had a short smiling by myself moment and then sit and sit and unmoved and sit and look and then timesup!

Very silence still, walking back home and suddenly started to sweep the room floor and decided to throw the notes around the room later....

In all my classes..I think programming class is the most alive class...students really concentrate on the class but I realised the lecturer is a bit crappy after weeks of lecturing. He keeps looping of what he says...must have some for-loop or while loop programmed inside him.

For ISD class..class started to shrink and shrink after the holiday. Yea...the less effective class. Students have the look of concentration in the class but physically here..mind elsewhere. It is not that the lecturer isnt good. He is good but too detail in his style of teaching. By the end of the class...I probably could see my ears dropping off to the ground of hearing too much.

Well firstly I thought this class the students really concentrate especially the first 3 in front rows...but the rear benches, it is an exception. People sleeping at the back. But I was wrong, they were not concentrating. Students in the class actually doing other stuffs such as their assignments, tutorials and others to look as if they are listening and hardworking.

Reading textbook is like a torture...but I have to.

I make my time to clear everything on my desk and starts to open my textbook for some reading for midterm test II on Thursday. As I opened the book in front of me. I took a deep breath and looked at the words but somehow I started to talk and talk and talk by myself and looked at the watch...I had been talking for past 10 minutes...It always happen..I have to talk before start study and sometimes I remind myself to stop talking and starts reading.