and today I have time to write something here or maybe not so lazy anymore...haha. It is a soundtrack day today.

last weekend vacation was a "not sure" thingy as mum had something to do, sis showed some disagreed and etc etc. I thought the whole family going until when I arrived back home then I realised only my dad, sis and I going. yea, I hate it...they always call me back for something which they didnt tell me specifically the itenaries. I need some judgement on how many clothes to pack and what to bring...haha.

I had a "nice conversation" with my dad when he picked me up from the bus terminal...about loan money and secure a job after graduation and etc :shock: not frustrated but funny...hahaha

and the same conversation when he sent me to the bus terminal again...uhh!

I wasnt up to the level the day before..no it was yesterday uhh mixed up all the days and even the subjects, I felt sleepy the whole day and ditched the morning class due to circumtances and so I slept early and woke up right after midnight when I heard some fireworks popping in the skies. My sister scolded me because I slept on the day of such a big event...it is the independence day today. I remembered I had the concept as last year. I woke up and had a short 'Merdeka Pool Party' with my friend before I slept back again. Well, it looked like it that I had a long sleep and woke up with a great feeling in the morning and started to pick up all the things that I need to be done.

I feel great :D

Happy 48th Independence Day - 31 August 2005

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I got a funeral dream again and got realised that this month was my dad's mum 2nd year anniversary of dismissed ...err i cant think of the right word.

We were still stuck with the lab thingy...2 questions just couldnt clear any one of those and the lab tutor came and said ..."so, are you gonna give up?" No No No No....that was our answer and then went nuts a bit, me and my lab partner burnt the LED purposely. Voltage at that moment showed 3.5, I turned instantly to 9.0 to blow the LED but it didnt blow like we wanted "POP!" with a bit firery spark instead we were wondering why the LED had not show any symptom of burst and then suddenly quite lungsum of smoke came out from the LED. Oops, we didnt mean to intoxicate the whole class people but somehow we intoxicated ourselves. People turning and asking about the smell...and we went..."sniff...sniff...who is burning LED?" I wondered if our lab tutor saw it or not. Anyway...that was a bit silly and nuts...

sometimes, I couldnt sit still in my room, I just want to do this and that...walk, jog, walk, run, play...all these things drive me crazy. Sitting in my room only provoke me to sleep or hit my sleepiness and I just want to do something.

I took a stroll at the night market, enjoying walking and seeing the people and sellers as I was going to see them for the last time. It felt so real as if various interacting happening at one time, you just couldnt get update fast and much and wondered how can people get upset or sadden by just small things. Sad, upset, frustration, anger...all these things dont make it last forever...let it comes and go. someone told me life is a party. yea, either you smart partying or you get intoxicated while partying. Smart here ..doesnt mean it has to be intelligent, it is something more clear.

everybody sings.."life is a party, come on and have some party, lets celebrate the wonders...la la la la di da da"

ok, im off now...to skate and to run and to whatever...

oh..I saw that man again behind the trees in the dark. I did not use the shortcut, I used the long way but I spotted it from far. I wonder...there was a guy who used the shortcut and passed by next to the tree where the guy stayed....did he see anything? or just ignore?

My sleepiness gone when I started walking. Digital system class was the calss that was not bored, at least this was the one and only class I concentrated for the day and the good news was the lecture class for it ended...yea yea yea...

happy happy happy...tired tired fatigue zzzzzzzzzzz

I didnt know why I attended the maths class. The weather is good, Im tired and sleepy...it was a good thing to stay back and sleep but I did not. My eyes were sensitive to lights, no time to nap but I enjoyed walking to class. In class...dead! No any extra paying attention in front what was the lecturer yepping about...all I did was daydreaming and rest my eyes a bit.

Met with main ditch and Khalid on the way back and I jokingly said to main ditch..."why I happened to see you today? I supposed not to see you.."..hahaha.

and Met few others people...Radha, ex-housemate and Ramesh, waved from the car when I was crossing the road...ahh. feel good...seeing and waving..

now back home...eating, blogging and chat with my other burnt out friend..haha..still no time to nap.....have to get ready for 8pm class

o'so boring....I was thinking why dont they build a mini shopping mall or mini theme park or mini cineplex in the school or anything..games room, whatever as long as it is fun, can cure some sleepiness, boredom, stress and tension.

that guy behind the counter was a mathematical handicapped ... haha, he had problem calculating the price for my food and drink. He asked his assistant for help in the calculation and the assistant asked me about it....funny funny funny, we just had fun time calculating 1.20 + 2.00 = 3.20 and the balance money back 10 - 3.20 = 6.80...ahaha

Gloomy the whole day, light rain encountered. tired and boring 20 minutes before 12pm class, I told my friend that I wanted to run 1 round at the running track. They said they are going to support me. Without hesitation, we went over to the field. Light rain still pouring and I was in my attire with pants, jacket and stuffs...I ran. Every 50 meters I had to do a silly jump as requested by my friends and so I ran and ran and stopped at 370 meters. I knew that there was a bunch of people sitting up there at the stands watching when I started running and maybe else where too...I dont know...I just feel like running. We missed it...my friends thought it would be good if there was a video capture of my running...haha

About 15 minutes before my class ended..I realised I did dozed off a bit...haha

to be continued ....

my alarm rang at 7am and I pondered a bit whether to stay in bed on get up. It was raining since 5am. Sleeping wasnt that good. I cant sleep but I slept...haha...sound ridiculous. I got a very messy dream. I was aware of it which make me feel like I didnt actually sleep at all....restless and felt like I was still chatting which added more the weird sensation after waking up.

Obviously I'd forgotten to off my pc and went flat on bed again until the thunder sound woke me up again. I was a bit afraid because I was sleeping on the floor and felt some vibration.

So, ponder and ponder...I was managed and no drowsy or anything, I went for class. I hate that class very much...haha. During that 10minutes break, this girl that I known earlier who was sitting behind me started a conversation with me, asking about maths mark and stuff. Im sorry...I cant help it but I kept looking at her newly plugged in braces on her teeth and she sounded so different with it. She looked cheerful today better than any other day. then, she asked me.."do you know that our maths lecturer Mr. Feras and our programming tutor Mr. Nebras are twins?" Then I said yea. She added later..."but i dont think so because they dont look the same"...well they are unindentical twins too. I didnt know what was wrong with me but I felt her topic sounded ridiculous to me as I had no mood to answer her questions and she kept asking me if I was ok...

and still she continued asking me animatedly..."so, which one do you think is handsome?" In my heart...I was thinking ..."Did she know that she is talking quite loud?" Obviously I was ignoring her then she asked me again if Im ok...and then she continued again..."which one do you prefer? are you ok with Nebras with black hair or Feras with blond hair?" I didnt know what she was thinking. She was attacking these kind of questions at me, early in the morning. Again, I ignored her and she asked me again if im fine. Then, she asked me again if I have spend all my rebursed loan money about 1K++. At last, I answered her last question.."No!" and smiled. I just dont know....but she just looked ridiculous to me today.

to be continued...

on the way finishing baked beans yesterday, i couldnt take it anymore as my heavy was so weary that I had forgot about the tea that I made earlier.

Practically I did nothing. The Weary head just made me want to sleep only. But I did some light yoga and meditation and read some books....of course not school books, something light-hearted...everything light even music

The at night sleeping wasnt really well. I tossed and turned a lot...

I woke up with a terrible stomach pain and heard my friend keep buzzing me to wake up. Stomach pain was getting worse as I couldnt really stand properly and inside started to process of washing machine as I had to excuse to the loo for an emergency. I took a very slow walk to school, looked like half dead and almost wanted to just lay down on the floor when reached the venue. It was ok a bit after went into the emergency 'room' and still it distracted. It was hard to think to answer exam questions when have this kind of pain.

After exam, went to Jusco with my friends, walked here and there a bit and didnt realised it was raining heavily outside. Rain, rain, rain...we walked in the rain aboarded the bus and when I got down at my destination, heavy became more heavier as I took my slow, gentle, enjoyable walk under the rain...havent been walking under the huge pack of rain. It was good. Water dripped from the tip of my hairs, shoes all wet, bottom pants all wet.

It looked like my plan to runaway to someplace halted because of rain, stomach problem and helping to finish the project as I am some sort of an important person. damn....

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I know why it makes me so hard to understand and have a blank look...because it is already full with words and add with some explanation...words again. I just dont see the big picture. My mind works at least in pictorial map. Draw for me something, I can figure it out. Thats why my programming class is a bit out for me.

Happy friday and happy weekend!

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The ugliest mood just hit as what I wanted to see how ugliest can it goes and how it can be dreadful to me.

I started to get bored with schoolworks. They are endless, week by week, stranded here on the weekend, spoilt my plan for weekend.

sad...that I cant do anything, nothing can be cleared, nothing seemed to be right that lead to anger how dumb I can be and lead to bored that just didnt want to do anything, im not up on the 'good' level but I think it was a bad idea that I gave this excuse to my friend that Im in some kind of stamina or level to work things out...because they might not understand and they would think that I just have many attitude problem.

truly, work doesnt seem to be satisfied even if i'd force myself do it on that level and it would be more anger that the piece of work seemed to a piece of crap.

It is raining and cloudy here...I like it, have been hot for many days. It was the time again that all these emotional attachment...haha got to do something about it too.

forgive me if I cry a lot lately because I cant stop it from flowing

forgive me if I dont contribute much to my part of work

forgive me if Im not interesting in anything

forgive me if this is happening because this is what I wanted 

forgive me if Im going to be mean

I got a dream...

A narrow space, hilly and at night, sometimes so small and narrow that it needed to be crawled. I dreamt about someone's death....no no no, actually there were 2 different things in the same dream, same place with same people.

Firstly, dreamt about celebrating one of my relative's birthday that I didnt have a clue who it was. She was celebrating her 150th birthday. I was waiting eagerly outside her house to see her come out but took a long time, guessed that she was too old to really move around.

dream changed...

someone's death...one of my relative's death that i didnt have a clue who it was or someone who was more up north in the family tree that I didnt know about it. We were actually setting up for the funeral, arranged the chairs and stuff as the space getting more narrow, I had a hard time breathing for real I was afraid that I didnt breath at all. The body in the coffin transported to the place with a train contena. I was a bit afraid because first time encountered such thing, transported by train and the contena already stopped infront of the road. I saw another tunnel that led out to a better area, with lights at the other end, the place was still narrow. So, I tried to go by that tunnel but I couldnt, the thicks reel at the entrance was a bit disturbance and caught me there. So, I cant go nowhere and was a bit horrified when imagined the train contena going to open and they would ushered out the coffin.

and so slowly, the dream disappeared and woke up.

A hot day! It was also a bad idea to walk in a very drowsy manner under the hot sun.

I had stayed up for 22 Hours, wasnt a record for me but im happy about it because I managed to beat thru the sleepy sensation and almost faint sensation because of too fatigue inside that you cant see.

By 8am, I laid flat on my bed and was awaken by this idiotic caller, couldnt fall back to sleep again and realised I had slept for 2 hours only.

It is going to 5pm now, im going to fall flat again...need to recharge, tomorrow is the burn out day.

I had a moment of blur-case when I came out from the exam hall, lasted for 15 minutes.

I felt of eating big but couldnt and so still eat but the food yuks, didnt seem to be make me happy...

Now, im happy because i feel light

im happy because it is the weekend

im happy because the "what da heck week!" had finished

im happy because there is nothing hanging on my head accept that huge assignment...relak la! happiness is much more important than assignment...wahahaha

im happy because it is time to get crazy...music and dance :D

im happy because i can see the sun

im happy because i can feel the wind

im happy because i dont feel the sticky-heaty-make you tired fast weather anymore

im happy because i can see the blue skies

im happy because im going to cook some baked beans

im happy because im going to cook eggie

im uhh...because i saw a shit in front of my house

im uhh..because i saw a dead cat/dog in the middle of the road

im happy because i went to skate today

im sad because i cant skate well today, not in favourable today

im happy because i feel light after skating

im sad because my family and others expose to health danger

im happy because i got to capture 1 nice nightshot

im sad because i have midterm test tomorrow

im happy because im sweat and stink

im sad because suddenly a pimple pops up on my cheek

im happy because i have been sleeping too much

im sad because astral travelling failed

im happy because i took some pictures

im sad because the moon is dark orange in color, looks like has been contaminated...haha

and im happy because i feel happy

Hailstorm happened in the midst of hazy time...

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Everyone was happy when we got the news that our midterm programming test for tomorrow has been postponed due to the haze problem in cyberjaya.

What else? throw the books, papers aside and focus on maths instead. Maths midterm is happening tomorrow. But I dont know..I dont feel like studying. It hits again.

yesterday class, lecturer was explaining about how to write CV and Resume and thought are we getting good results just to decorate our cv/resume? TRY to be active in societies just to fill the empty space of cv/resume? getting good results just to secure yourself a good place for working? how about the others...might get bad results...do you think they are not qualified or dumb?

zzzzzzzz

I felt weird when I got out from the house this morning for 8am class. It felt like I was seeing something, all these thoughts of what I had done or any person that I met running in my mind...all regarding about past.

I took a nap...a nap which I think was deep and got dreams. I think I dreamt something that I was performing in a mini concert which lasted for 2 days. I was wearing a butterfly suit or angel or bee..something got to do with wings. Then the following day, they were a spectator asked me how long is this concert going to last because they feel bored...haha...I saw my dad later, came and fetched me back, going in a road and only realised it had been blocked due to some possession and rehearsal. The road which didnt look narrow as we entered but now it was so narrow that only fit a car and to our suprised..the whole surrounding was covered with gold and saw a buddhist monk also in gold, controlling the traffic in front. All gold...and we let lion dances and the musicians also covered with gold clothes passed thru.

that's all..i woke up when my housemate was closing the door to school.

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lab test was COOL! wasnt sure but right...haha :D

Hazy season..really bad condition in Klang Valley. MMU students in cyberjaya campus are sufferring from bad condition and demand for curfew for few days. :D

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Here..affected too, smell rose when indoor and when outdoor smells like smokers..hahaha..making the weather more hotter

Hope for rain to clear the haze and please be smart...no open burning and any types of burning.

oh..is it lazy, fatigue or boring?

At least..I got a bit umm...to start doing some reading for this friday tests. I started to walk here and there, stretching after every 10 minutes of tackling the maths questions and still cant get the right mood.

im pretty "relax" that I have a big assignment that need to be submitted next monday. :D

I cant do anything right now...maybe Im going for a nap right .....hahahha

im trying to go back and to get all moods, feelings and etc before the weekend. The previous weekend was something that I didnt want to have in any near future. It exhausted myself.

As for now, I still have no mood in doing anything, want to sleep so much, fatigue, getting rid all the distraction and etc.

I woke up from nap, feeling not so good. Head a bit spinning and probably having the feeling of old feeling.."get up, dizzy and wanna cry"

I dreamt something. clearly I saw one of my friend in the scene with me. We were chatting for a while. She was eating some of my food. the first time I looked at my watch was 6.15pm. then, my friend told me that she got class at 7pm. so, I just waited with her until 7pm and then I looked at my watch again because I felt like..had been waiting for long and surprised me because my watch still showed 6.15pm before I realised my watch had stopped. So, I adjusted the leg of minutes to see if it had totally spoilt or temporary. Weird, one time adjust, the leg of minutes auto swinged anticlockwise with speed. I got a bit panic and then I heard my phone ranged, that was where I alerted a bit.

It felt like when the watch had broken, I cant go back which means I would be staying in the dream longer and so, when I woke up from my nap, my watch showed 6.15pm, the exact position from what I saw in the dream.

convo weekend = tired weekend = busy weekend = restless weekend = frustration weekend

It was a nice decent sleep but still wasnt feeling so good. Frustration strucked when people overshot the schedule of time or keep calling hurry up and etc etc

It was the day of the day. The day of celebration of academic excellency. A hot day. People who sounded negatively to my ears, turned me off. They couldnt get things focus one by one at a time. I know, im feeling a bit frust because my room was in mess. Mum came and chucked everything in the fridge..damn. Dad kept worrying about the eggs. I had no time for that. I can settled that later but not today. Mum wont finished mumbling around the orange juice. Mum words of 'what to do next' not interested me as it repeated when I met her at day, before lunch, after lunch, before going back. I had a bad hair day.

I always worries about my dad handling the camera because digicam just dont suit him. Small, versatile, light but still couldnt manage it. We just didint want things to repeat again after the disappointed videorecord my sis's convo by my dad, All shaky and dizzy.

I arrived there quite late, when it was almost started. Sweat pouring, into the hall, sat at the last row before moved to the front row, right in front of the stage. Procession started, national anthem sang, speeches, observed the chancellor if she was falling asleep or not...haha, more speeches, sleepy, e-scroll giving ceremony started with IT students, long, applaused, sleepy, bored, laughed and then our turn, diploma students. Before I knew, it was like a 5 seconds fame on stage and then that was it. Received e-scroll from school chancellor's Tun Dr Siti Hasmah Hj. Mohd Ali, wife to the ex-prime minister Tun Dato Seri Dr Mahathir Mohammad, special award, closing speech, school anthem sang, national anthem sang, photo session. Done!

Tired, relief zzzzzz...ahahahaha

I was blogging saturday highlights and then puff! gone when pressed post..."cannot find server"

"We had BBQ at the beach"

ahh...lazy to rewrite

and i guessed that my housemate's anger y!m status was meant for me because I accidentally switche d off the light when I came out from the toilet and she was bathing the next door. 

Brilliant me...I slept for 2 hours and woke up around 8am, getting ready for the convocation rehearsal. My friend's on the way warning didnt seem to be arrive in 5 minutes, instead 15 minutes. She called me twice about the car rental thingy during my sleeping process. I wasnt sure if I did replied her correctly.

Journey entering Dewan Seri Negeri jam packed as all students come from nowhere for the rehearsal...haha. We sat way at the back and met my old ex-classmates. We couldnt hear what they were yepping in front. 2 hours briefing and then we out from there and back to campus to do smartcard verification and invitation card collection. Another shocking scene, long queue, so we off for some refreshment as we were dead hungry. We came back 2 hours later and no need to queue anymore..ahaha. Done with verification and card collection...that was it! done for the day...it is the time of some sort like reunion, meeting back their old friends and their main discussion is "what are you doing now?" they proudly can say that im now working at bla bla bla as a bla bla bla...

weather hot and we happened to witness an accident right in front of our eyes. luckily, the motorcyclist didnt flyover across the car when got rammed into the side of the car, only the helmet flew but still the motor broke a lot of stuffs.

Happy Friday..i think i need to catch up some sleeping. I dont know I cant sleep soundly. :D

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owhh...weather so hot today. It has been a long time that I have not sweating continuously, non-stop. I was pouring with sweat, looked like just came out from shower when coming back home, just a few distance walk, sweats all gushing out...haha.

Basically the area still quiet, not many students here yet until Sunday night. I just happen to have an event to attend for the weekend.

Brain is melting, cant think much :D

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haha...I must be a "freak long time no watching TV" caused I watched another movie called "Drumline" after waking up :D ...yea, bad bad idea to weep then sleep, my eyes were swollen..big and weird.

Nothing much, I just thought that if my sis would read this, she would start to comment.."do not do this, do not write that..." and my mum was mumbling all the way upstairs.."sleep early and etc etc" . Well, I had earphoned plugged on...INXS is playing at the moment. Oh, and my sis would be so interested If she got to find something on my blog, something about her, something bad about her...well, nothing really...

I had a weird sensation this evening..I saw something. I felt I was in the place. I was pretty much awake and later my head started get dizzy after the sensation...ahaha

It was a hazy day...so hazy

Monday stayed at home and realised that I have something coming up for next week that I need to do....more tests and assignment due date...started to think about organizing some time...but in the mean time...damn, mosquitoes...I was so cured with mosquitoes bites and it happened again.

I watched this movie "Mitch Albom's movie 5 people you meet in heaven" and when almost end, tears rolled down my cheeks. It wasnt just a few drops but auto water-gushing out...hahaha. I was touched. Not a few but plenty of water. It was a bad idea to weep then sleep. I waited for a bit, to let it dry but if I have to wait completely dry, I probaby have to wait until 5am or longer...haha. Well, I dozed off at the end..

to be continued

fully-recharged day as I noticed it when I was sleeping. I got a dream, transported me from places to places to recharge my energy and I saw I was physically fit and hype plus smiles. A day out of doing a little shopping and I realised that I was falling asleep on the chair while watching F1 on TV.

It was CSI : Super sunday...CSI : NY yea yea yea...was watching it and in the same time doing something on the pc. Watched "Lost in Translation", a bit dry movie, directed by Sophie Coppola, Francis Ford Coppola's daughter which earned her a few awards, trying to watch it finish as I had watched it a few times, never get it done. Well, this time..it was still undone. I was falling asleep halfway thru, that show was going to finish at 5am.

To be Continued...

ohh...my shoulder and neck ached. I had the sofa again for the night and feeling a bit weird, head heavy but still managed. I was hungry and had my breakfast that my dad bought. woo...I ate deliciously until at the end, I felt not good and said "i had finished my food, im full now..yuks!". I realised that this breakfast didnt suit my morning diet. I had a record for not coming back for 7 weeks and everything here just didnt suit me anymore. I used to have this thinking.."woo, going back..and gulp down all the food that my mum prepares" but now..."eww..bluek...yuks..no appetite"

Anyway, after that breakfast, my energy started to burn out little by little. It was very heaty and I still managed to go out for a car ride to the supermarket and KFC. By afternoon, I almost dead..hot and no electricity for 1 and half hour. My brain got dehydrated..haha. Eyes looked like Garfield. But that didnt stop me from eating ice cream still not giving a kick for me. But it surely did a kick for my mum, she had chocolates all around her mouth.

hot, laying on the floor..head spinning and heavy, eyes heavy, cant really sleep and managed to watch 2 movies "Down With Love" and a movie about running for US President.

At night, I was sitting on a rocking chair and still managed to comment on the fashion show...haha. It was the KL Fashion Week. Lazy, LAzy and weak to move around even for shower.

oh it was my mum's birthday. Everyone was excited for going out for a big feast but didnt happen..damn, no one had a mood for eating at home.

to be continued....

30.07.05 - A cloudy day but heaty. It was the last day before break for a break. I thought no one came for the lab class and everyone started to tease me that I was not going to get any bus ticket to go back home but I took the risk from booking any bus ticket in advance....

I took bus to 3 o'clock bus to KL instead there was a bus to Klang at 4.30pm...brilliant! haha, because I couldnt wait till 4.30pm and if I told my friend about this, she would shout at me, she couldnt bear to hear me saying about taking many routes to go back home and also couldnt bear me that I cant sit at home still, must go out for a walk.

So, when I happened to see that KL Tower and Petronas Tower...yes, I knew that I had arrived. From Pudu, I took a walk backwards to Times Square and took a monorail from there. checked my watch, already after 5pm, clearly after work...damn, that monorail packed like shit..shoulder to shoulder, assess to assess. I missed 3 fully packed monorail before I aboarded the next one. I didnt know that the guy standing in front of me was a blind man when he got down at Tun Sambathan Station.

Reached KL Sentral..oh yea, lots of human. Took KTM...another packed like shit train and worst...I had to pass 13 stations. My shoulder was aching and feeling tired. I know that there would be no place to seats until when the train reaches Shah Alam. That was the place where most people get their butts out there. yea, I was right...at least I rest a bit, my legs, my backbone...hahaha

to be continued...