I am feeling much more better. But the waiting is driving me crazy. 24 hours to go hmm... Im bored of waiting. Flipping from one TV channel to another, get online, find someone to talk to and even practising Aikido techniques. Panic? A bit maybe. Hmm, Just because I got my pc reformatted somehow I feel my mind is reformatted as well. I just feel like losing data from my brain. So, I just realised that I am so closed with my pc. Oh yea, she is my baby! This Acer pc is yellowish. whatever it is, its yellow! Not even feeling like sitting long in front of it. Chair not good as well. Speaker half broken. Mouse sucks too. uhhh! Ok back to panic...Im waiting eagerly for the sun to sink or feeling like just want to go to sleep, wake up and its morning, time to go. Oh yea, forgot how he looks? I remember his hair...wahahaha. Oh, My Tarzan!

Ok, so maybe I can feel as if my holiday is just starting. Uhh! I still feel a bit unbelieveable. Well, I will be off for 3 days. Happy Holiday to ya All! Time to reactive back. My waiting soon gonna ends when I would spend some hours for sleeping. Damn, stomach feels weird. wahahaha, yea I have so many troubles. See ya around! Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin. Happy Holiday. Pandu cermat jiwa Selamat. Berehatlah seketika di Petronas jikalau mengantuk. Ingatilah orang kesayangan anda. Di musim perayaan ini, salam maaf-bermaafan.

After all the OMG! I am fine now. I am thru with it. I feel lighter. I can feel happy. Yea, for 2 weeks I have been feeling not so alright. I can only feel some slight of it that I am on holiday but it didnt stay long. Ruin my holiday? I cant even feel like it. Holiday, What? But I have already recovered from my exam fever. hmm....reading my feeling. Still cant feel like Im having holiday. Seriously I have been sitting at home for 2 weeks. Update my blogs, photoshopping, chatting and yogaing at home. Played prank so much until feeling gross of it. Update and typing so much until my respond getting quicker than usual. Photoshopped until I am color blind. Yogaing, I have so much to do with it. I cant feel anything...argghhh! Well, maybe something. I feel a bit happy...hehehe!

Tomorrow? Time to get out, breathe some fresh air if there is any, see things and see something that I love...hehe. Looks like it, I am waiting for a week to pass.

Read : Hari Raya Aidilfitri on 24 and 25 Oct

OMG so stupid, OMG so stupid! This is so crazy. OMG, so stupid, OMG so stupid. *laughs....wahahahaha. Laughs at human behaviour. *Laughs. All those emails, you actually want to know one thing. ONE THING. You only care about ONE THING, my studies. huh! Why dont you try to care about my pressure and tension in my studies? Concentrate on my studies? You think I dont know how to do that. I have been learning and studying by myself with disciplin and all for all this while. I have been telling everyone that you need some self-disciplin to study. No one can help you. Only yourself. OMGS! And you only want to know one thing and it solves the whole issue. OMG! that is so shitty! Oops, sorry. There might be some kids reading this. But yea! Have you even heard what my godmother said before? That among 3 of us, I am the most hardworking one. Huh! Come on, She is not blind. She has known me and us since baby. And you have known us since baby too. Cant see it? Why do I feel like I have not been appreciated? Maybe yea. We want to feel appreciated in my own family. Not among friends. It is ok. Understand that! OMG, 12 hours constructing that email and more. All nothing? All ignored? OMG so stupid, so crazy. I just feel like I have wasted all my time for only one thing, one question. OMG, you only want to know that and you attacked by saying something which was not so irrelevant. Something so out of the mind. I cant even believe there are from my dad. OMG, so stupid, OMG so crazy....

Read : Deepavali on 21st Oct 2006

Warrior of The Light Online - Paulo Coelho

Today, I have spent the whole day chit-chatting with my sister about love, relationship, life and all. Ended up torturing me watching her graduation day in Australia video....wahahaha! And taught my mum some self-defense move.

The other day, my mum was angrily talking about that man who treats his wife(mum's sis) badly. That guy only attacks verbally at women when no man is at home. My late-grandma kept repeating his bad treating on her when he came one day and scolded my grandma when she was alone at home. <<yada yada yada>> My mum was angry and she happened to say this....'if there is no K, how can K gave birth 2 sons for him?'

Ok, so that statement is abit hmm, go figure!

I cannot believe it that I told my mum something about meditation. Guess what was her reaction? Actually I was telling her about some story about vegetarian and meat that I got from my yoga teacher. Instantly she interrrupted in and told me about her colleague who drown in meditation which caused her didnt come for work for a week and later her whole family was worried and rammed the door into her room to save her. So, from there my mum has the image that meditation makes people go crazy or psycho, black magic? satanic worshipping?

Excuse me you got all wrong. Meditation doesnt make people go crazy or even forget about their life, work, family and friends. It is a form of relaxation to tune inner peace in oneself. She said that her mind cant stop thinking about things. Thats what meditation is for, to silence your mind. Keep away your mind from daily lifes worries, work, pressure and all. How to stop from thinking? Focus on one thing, breathing! She knows that it is not easy. Yea, of course....cant get it puff silence just like that. Usually, if you cant sleep it is because you think too much, mind wandering. For her, she thinks it is the other way round. She cant sleep and thus her mind wandering. At the end, she said..."you cannot brainwash me!" wahahaha!

#51 Always tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth

Happy people know better than to compromise the integrity of their souls for the sake of the moment. They cling to truthfulness and carefully guard their hearts from deception. Why? Because they have learned that telling the truth makes it easier to sleep at night, inspires the loyalty of their friends and earns them the respect of all.

Nonetheless, honesty, pure and undiluted is rare in our society today. It has fallen prey to convenience and a misguided belief that lying to people will help them in the end. Sure, truth is often painful but it can also be your best friend - seek the truth, then speak the truth

#52 Appreciate what I have

Many people spend their lives searching for happiness. In the end, some are fortunate enough to realize that it isnt about having more or doing more or being more. It is about how we view what is already ours.

Look around you today and appreciate the riches God has placed in your life. Even if your circumstances are troubling and your prospects slim, you can always revel in the vibrant colors of the morning sunrise or the amazing tenacity of a dandelion fighting to conquer its place in the grass. When you begin to see and appreciate the richness around you, you will almost certainly find that you have a great deal more to be happy about than you once imagined - happiness is there for the taking

extracted from If I really wanted to be happy, I would......

12 Oct

I was suffered stomach pain since yesterday. I woke up at 6am and still had that stomach grumblings. Before 7am, I had visited the toilet once and hard stool. Hmm, maybe I can leave the details out. Spare you! Hehe. And it went again.

Muet speaking test was scheduled at 7.30am. I thought that I was late. No sign of human in that building. Then, found them. I was in the first group to be tested. Ok, so I missed out reading one line from the question and wondering about the first candidate talked about supermarket….hahaha! Oh yea, it did stated there. Hmm…Nothing much! 30 minutes we were done! That was 8.30am. Imagine, I finished the test and walking back home, where people just coming to the school for the first paper of the day at 9am….wheee!

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