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| Thursday lots |
| 11.30.06 (9:11 pm) [edit] |
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Today a long tiring day. Came back from school around 6.10pm, get ready and off again for yoga. It was raining by then. I think I have long upper body and short legs. I just couldnt get my knees touch my chin...hehe. Or maybe my lower necks still couldnt bent well. Once the yoga teacher told his student that he wakes up everyday at 6am to practice yoga for an hour. And the student asked "alone?" YT : Yea YS : Dont you feel bored? YT : Why would I feel bored? YS : I like to do it when there are many people. So wont feel bored. YT : It is something that you like. You do it because you like it. So, whats the problem with doing it alone? Why would you do it only when everyone is doing it? It is about your passion and liking. You do it because you like it and want to learn it and not because everyone is doing it. Why people are so afraid when I would tell them that I have renewed my passporte? As if I would be the most wanted criminal...hehe. Afraid that I would runaway from here? YT : yoga teacher YS : yoga student
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| Wednesday Lots |
| 11.30.06 (12:09 am) [edit] |
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A very hot sunny day. Well, It has been and then it rains on every evening and at night clear skies again, you can see the moon shining brightly. It rains with sun shining, so there will be rainbow to catch everyday but I havent really seen any. Well, maybe I havent really notice it..hehe. Not forgetting clouds formation and sunsets are good too. They looked marvelous. Today met my friends for a drink who I havent seen them oftenly when the semester started. We talked and laughed. Aikido Training, most seniors didnt show up today only TJ and CL. Only 10 of us. My balancing has been improved. The coach can see that as well. I always feel my pants going to drop off...haha. I have this idea that you know how to control your strength or how to return back when the opponent grabs your hand. If it is soft, you are going to be soft as well. If it comes with force, you are going to return the same amount. After training, TJ, Chin and we, the girls just sat at the bench, talk, laugh and blow bubble gums...waahaha. I just cant remember well how did I cope with short semester previously. Right now, Im a bit WHAT??!!! as I left only a month before the final and school just started a month ago. Im thinking why do they even want to have short semester that we are learning in express mode. And what have you been learning all this while? Can you even get anything? Some people might said that just because I cant cope at this moment thats why Im questioning about it. Well, yea, Im scared of it and I am still trying. I Liked what that girl said to me today
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| Feel free to Visit and Join |
| 11.28.06 (9:49 pm) [edit] |
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I was trying to visit toltecnagual.com forum but I couldnt access it. Then I saw this friend of mine who contacted me from the forum and I asked him about it. Only then I knew from him that it has closed down. I havent been visiting there for a long time that I should as I wanted to tell something about my dream in colors. And now he is running his own forum about the same like toltecnagual.com forum as he is one of the enthuasist of spirituality. visit the forum for more details : Call of A Skyfeather And I know another person who has been running her own forum. A great lady. visit the forum for more details : Malaysians Abroad
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| Sleep |
| 11.28.06 (9:32 am) [edit] |
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Oh, Now I start to love sleeping, catching up all the sleep? haha, yea! I havent been really sleeping well for a month I guess. The pillows, blanket, space and nice temp...owh, really nice! I havent been really sleeping well when he has arrived here. All those things that had to wake up in early morning for some outings and even suffered a bit from the local jet lag..haha. And when feeling so tired and wanted to nap, couldnt really get a real nap as well. I can feel there is a being presence in the room. Whatever is it, I want to get a good sleep. Time to relax. I like the quietness, peace and calm that I havent been getting for a months.
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| Oct 28 : The Eagle |
| 11.28.06 (1:34 am) [edit] |
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OCT 28 We arrived at Kuala Perlis Bus Terminal at 6am exhausted and all. The bumpy rides at the back seats and the driver was driving maniacly as though he is M.Schumacher, really flying me off few centimeters from my seat. What I like to travel to a different place is that I can see different place names on the signboard that I havent been usually seen often. For example : Arau, Bahau, Kangar. Oh Kangar reminds me of Monopoly Game...hehe. That night, the sky was clear. I can see many stars and I liked it. On the other hand, Iga was grumbling almost all the way because he wasnt feeling comfy and he was going to be tired and all. If you are the person who can sleep in any situation or condition, you will survive...whahaha. Ferry Terminal was just walking distance away. First ferry runs at 7am. It was nice that we were allowed to stand on the outside deck for some air and viewing. I liked it. The sun was shining brightly, clear blue skies, gonna be a brilliant day! Above pic is the view from the ferry. When the ferry got close to those small islands, feel so small and awe with the beauty formation and structure. 
After an hour ride, we arrived at Kuah Jetty, Langkawi. It was so early for us, woke up early, early breakfast and mind still had not function properly yet. It was 8am. We headed to Starbucks. I liked the local people's accent. The malay language sounds so smooth, nice and understandable even for some old hags they speak quite good English as well. So, there are a lot of motorbikes and cars for rental. I didnt know that the ride from Kuah to Pantai Cenang seemed to be long but I enjoyed the view, the blue sea although I feel a bit drowsy at some point because the journey is a bit long. It felt like I have come to the right place. I really have no memories on Langkawi Island other than that Kuah Jetty and Underwater World. I didnt know that Underwater World is along the way to Pantai Cenang. That close! haha. What we did after check-into some lodge? Sleep! hahaha
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| Calling careline |
| 11.27.06 (9:17 pm) [edit] |
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We talked! Sometimes Im a bit hesitating to say or not to say because Im unsure, I dont know if I would hurt his feelings. Yes, thats because sometimes I still care about his feelings where as I shouldnt be :D Sometimes Im a bit unsure if I would be broken again but I can feel that I would not be that bad. As long as the reality is intact in my mind that no matter how at the end he has to leave. There is a dateline. And I have kept saying to myself. Time flies fast as well. I dont want to waste some precious time we have or given If I would be thinking about the dateline. I would have want the few days/week separation. Because I want to see, how can I cope this time. How it effects my mind, emotion and all and how my mind wander about. So, he has gone to SG. Although I would want him to stay for one more day but well, he has to leave too the next day. So what is the difference then? It was a horrible feeling for this first few hours. Well not that horrible after all...wahahaha. Mostly feeling of self-pity after what we had been talking earlier today. And totally weird feeling, feeling of nausea. For we really have never in training to meet at least for the every weekend since we have been living far away and all the time that we get to be together is the time when he is around for few months. And so those few months are precious and special.
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| Walk Straight |
| 11.27.06 (11:45 am) [edit] |
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1 whiskey...I was already spinning a bit. It tasted horrible, the sharp smell really hurt the nose as if like wasabi. When it went to the stomach, I can feel that it was burning there. Head started to feel a bit heavy. After the burning completed, bang! everything looked slow. Head got slower than usual...haha. what a description! As if it was out of socket, screw loose. 2 whiskey...yea, I added more fuel to see what is it like. There was really something going on in the stomach, feel a bit nausea but I guess it must be the hot feeling that caused it. This time I lost senses of my body feeling, body touch. Feel numb when I touched my face. 1/2 beer....maybe couldnt finish another half of it. It was quite enough for me. Although I looked totally finished but still in tact and aware of what was going on. I know that if I would start walking, I would be wobbling along the way. It is weird that how alcohol makes people to think more openly and get the sense of dareness in trying and talk much...haha. Anyway, alcohol is a weird thing. It is like a drug. Once you know what is it, you want it more. And if you consume over the amount, you are addicted! hehe. So, keep it low! A nice experience.
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| Dream Color |
| 11.27.06 (11:31 am) [edit] |
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I am glad that I can see colors in my dream. Dream has been always in dark or night. Few weeks ago I saw green, blue, yellow and even Michael Jackson...wahahahha. The ambient of the dream is dark but there is only one particular thing which is clearly in color. For example : the grass is green, his new shirt is blue and Ronal McDonald is in his yellow suit with red shoes...hahaha
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| WOTL : Warrior of the Light - Issue 134 |
| 11.23.06 (7:26 am) [edit] |
| From friend to friend | | | I learned from my niece that my new book “The Witch of Portobello”, even before it was printed, was already circulating in its full version on the Internet. I was intrigued: how could that have happened? My next step, naturally, was to look in all the search mechanisms where the manuscript could be found. The result was: nowhere. Even so, my niece showed me the original. I imagined that it had been sent by one of the five persons to whom I usually show my texts prior to publication. But that would mean casting suspicion on people whom I love; furthermore, I have been sending my unpublished manuscripts to them for years, and nothing has ever, let us say, “leaked out” to the public at large. Nor could it have leaked out via the editors, since they have not the least interest in releasing for free something that is their source of income. I decided to leave the matter alone. After all, the Internet is a way of making culture truly democratic. But I insisted that my 24-year-old niece tell me where she had managed to obtain the manuscript. After much reluctance, she revealed to me a universe that I, who have been navigating on the Web for ten years, was utterly unaware of and that is absolutely impossible to control (as I shall explain at the end, although I feel that a lot of the people reading this newsletter know what I am talking about). So, seeing that it was no use fighting against the impossible, I asked to visit this gigantic web. In other words, for four hours I became a “pirate” of myself. My niece insists that there is nothing wrong, that this is Internet culture, that this is what is changing the world, not the demonstrations against globalization in world forums. What is the Internet culture? According to her, you have basic rights to information and pleasure. If you have money to buy a book, go ahead and buy it – it is much nicer to read in print. But if you don’t have money, your rights continue – and you have to find a way to exercise them. How? There is a strange zone on the network called “Peer 2 Peer”. I looked for a translation (in a free dictionary on the Internet), and this means something like “from friend to friend”. How did it start? My niece has the answer on the point of her tongue. At first it was just wanting to chat with others. Then came the need to chat with several people at the same time. But chatting isn’t enough – we have to share the music, the book or the film that we love. When there was no law against it, this information was exchanged freely. Finally, when the entertainment industry caught on and the repression began, the young people on the Internet always managed to keep one step ahead, and so the thing continues. The concept has changed too: it used to be sharing something you admired with friends, now it is offering everyone something you feel should be shared. The mechanism works more or less like this: I buy a book, and I like it, so I make a digital photocopy of its pages and put it in my computer, and at the same time I open a tunnel for anyone to come in here and take it. On my side, I enter this tunnel and go to the computers of others to take anything that interests me (usually music and films). Little by little this material is stocked all over the world, and nobody manages any more to prevent it being copied. Then she showed me that in just one of the many “Peer 2 Peer” sites I have 325 works, in several languages, in hundreds or thousands of computers. I confess that I felt most honored by this proof that readers are truly the essential instrument for publicizing a work, even if this is not done by conventional means. Of course, I am not going to show anyone how to get there – that involves a series of legal mechanisms that could complicate my life. Nor is it any use digitizing the expression in the search mechanisms: they won’t teach you the ropes. But if you have someone at home aged under 18, they are bound to have already a collection of songs that came from there. Ask your son, grandson or nephew. But please don’t tell them that I have just discovered this now: they will think that I am too old, and I’ll lose a reader. *extracted from my mailbox |
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| Nov 21 |
| 11.22.06 (2:30 pm) [edit] |
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nov 21 Oh, regret or not? I just feel like dropping one subject because 4 is just too heavy in this short semester. Worried? Yea, abit! but I have been trying to revise at least 1.5 hours per day. Hardworking? Yeah! I cant feel pissed about that issue that he cant stay in the house for long period. Yes, part of it, it was my mistake that I have slipped some responsibilities and part of it, I guess dissatisfaction and hatred..LOL. But somehow I think the way how my landlady used her "parents" as bait for this issue is a bit illogical and she happened to stress the name of one of my housemate. So, I guess she must have complaint or said something. What can I do when she stays longer in that house than I do? And landlady has used her authority against me? I just have to obey, to steer things away from the ugly side if I would want to try to debate about it. NO use! I just want to live in peace. And if I would be a housemate who bothers thing, I guess I can complaint about her that she doesnt do any house cleaning routine. She doesnt even care a bit about things messing in the house or stuffs. Im surprise that she doesnt notice that the car porch light is still on if she leaves for her classes at 8am. She doesnt even bother a bit if the hall is pouring with rain water. I have said it enough. Now gotta stop! wahahaha.....
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| Nov 18 |
| 11.21.06 (12:47 pm) [edit] |
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Nov 18 Oh I like him, he is back. The real him. When he started to talk like that, being modest, sad, good and all. I like it. I can feel him...wahahha that eventually made me happy until I weeped.
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| Nov 17 |
| 11.21.06 (12:43 pm) [edit] |
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Nov 17 Had a fun friday nite. At Last I tasted vodka, the one that I wanted to taste for some time now and not forgetting whisky. It tasted horrible...wahahaha. But after that Beer was just so mild, just a piece of cake ;) I couldnt remember where was capital satay located but I knew it was somewhere nearby the town. We happened to walk a big circle and came back to Jonker finally for beers. Capital is always pack. I wasnt so drunk after all. Just feel a bit tired, still have my senses and still know how to cross the road...wahahaha. Then, we walked to 24 hours McD. I guess people just love the idea to have 24 hours. I felt high, just feel a bit weird when walked into McD, caused they were normal...wahahah. We drank and eat again before left home around 2.30am. oh and I tried bowling too for the first time. Wheee! It was fun. I won the first game without knowing much how to bowl. LOL
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| I am so Tired |
| 11.16.06 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
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I am mentally exhausted. Yea, I have been feeling tired for 2 days already. I need good rest, good sleep. Have a nice day! Peace!
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| nov 14 |
| 11.14.06 (2:55 pm) [edit] |
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nov 14 I dont know, contradiction or what is it? Well, you know that I find relaxation thru writing, it heals me and all but I never thought that you actually think it is silly or dont like it the idea of me writing about stuffs in here. Oh yea, back then you were supportive and now you just look at me one kind and rethink. Dont judge what am I doing! Why do you need to question stuffs that I like to do? Well, thats your opinion. Why do I need to care for a bit? wahahaha! And he has the same idea for the forum as well. Shitty isnt it? Back then you said it is good and I enjoyed their accompany and all. Now? They are a bunch of Malaysians People who wants to know stories? Shame on You! Well I dont know but I know I should be more care less about this thing. And about energy. I think I have managed quite well my energy since the last time. Although I can feel that his energy overpowered me but at least I am somewhere much more higher, where the light is still flicker. So from now, I have to start to live like a soloist to gain my solo energy back. Learning something about him bit by bit? Oh yea. Im gonna laugh at you so hard if you would be in frustration. Just because he has so much power. He will totally ignore all the power which is much lesser than him. At least, he doesnt listen or show interested...wheee! So need to overpower him. Why would i care if he is gonna to read this? Tell it to the world! So what?!!!
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| Sunday nov 12 |
| 11.14.06 (2:27 pm) [edit] |
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nov 12 It was the first time I went back for Aikido Training, wearing my new 'gi' suit. It was too huge for me but it fitted well. I must say that I havent been to A.Training for a month or more. I happened to skip and stop right after I injured my feet, then exam and holiday. Surprisingly, all went well and I liked it. Just because I havent been training for sometimes, I thought that I probably gonna be suck today but no. I was amazed that I could roll well. Indeed, I felt great after the training season, more confident. It feels like im going to have more energy and confident to deal with things in the coming. Wheee!
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| 90% and 10% |
| 11.14.06 (12:12 am) [edit] |
Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have.
"Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not."
Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did.
Because no wife or husband is perfect.
Because a spouse will only have 90% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 10%.
Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laughter.
Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pyjamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt.
Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host.
But wait! That's only 10% of what you don't have.
Don't throw away the 90% that you already have! Add to your spouse's 90% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other.
The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers.
Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have. But I'm not just talking about marriage. I'm talking about life! About your jobs. About your friends. About your children. About your lifestyles. Are you like the economy airline
The main message: If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are is FIRST CLASS!
extracted from my mailbox
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| Oct 26 and 27 |
| 11.10.06 (4:22 pm) [edit] |
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Oct 26 I like Ginger Wine Mee Sua partically from that lady. That day I tried from another seller. Not that good. I wasnt feeling good already and Food no good as well? Thats bad! Somehow Good Food could enlighten me or makes a person feel good. But No good! Came back home and found out that one of my housemate was here. Damn! I had not finished enjoying being the Queen in the house yet. Bad feeling still lingered in me and we had some talk at night. Well I woke him up in the middle of the night...wahahahaha! Oct 27 We were OK. This was the day that We need to leave to Langkawi. I was feeling tired. I was alive after some shopped around at Tesco before our bus to KL will depart at 5pm. So I like shop-around. We had 30 minutes to eat before the bus departs. And Guess What? We missed the bus and whose to blame? My time...wahahaaha! I actually expected him to laugh about this incident but NO! Immeditately, his mode changed to frustration and negative. I tried to ask the lady at the counter if we could changed the time for it as we had missed our 5pm bus. No and had to rebuy the tickets. I was actually pissed because he had some negative thoughts about things happened and all. At that point, I feel that I need to talk to someone. Anyone. I guess I know more why friends or girlfriends are so important. Need them for real to talk with other than him. So, I online from my phone. I dont know if he is pissed or cautious or think it is rude that I would online here and there and he is asking "who are you chatting with?" Excuse me! my brain and heart gonna explode if I dont find some one to talk to other than you. I feel much better after reaching KL. We bought camera for the trip and he was cautious with the bus time leaving for Kuala Perlis since the first incident happened. Good Lesson! Throw that thinking away...no hurry but hurry at the end...wahahaha! I liked it that we always get the last seats in the bus. spacious, high and all. I enjoyed it. Clear sky starry night. I had not seen stars for ages. I just could sleep in any situation and he was complaining...wahahaha. And he was going to be more tired and fuss more...whee! The bus driver drove like Schumacher. I was sleeping soundly on my seat and suddenly I was flying up from my seat. We just rolled over a bump on the road. Damn! Had that many times. wahahaha!
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| Nov 8 |
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Nov 8 Oh, I feel bad and pissed just because I didnt know what is he doing now. Gotta find out! Ok, so he said that he needs some space and he is doing some mental space. No joke. when I first heard about it I didnt like it but now when I think of it, it is hilarious actually....wahahaha! Well yea...can you imagine someone doing some "mental space" or being distant when he is still lingering in the same roof? Somehow it looks like pretending dont see the other person walking in and out the same house. I didnt like it because if he wants to do mental space, better go far away from me where you wont be seeing my pathetic face. What I think is that when 2 people living in the same roof or be together, there is no such thing as mental space. Everyone wants to be loved. OH yea, when he is gonna hear about this. He would say that I am desperate...wahahaha! Anyway, when things cleared up and I got to know bits by bits about him on how to handle him every week. I will try to be far more better the next time. You will see. I am going to laugh at you so hard that my eyes couldnt be even seen....wahahaha! So from what I have seen during his or our "mental space". He looks shitty. I guess that is how he look for real when being along. I guess everyone will look like that as well not forgetting me. Just because in a relationship what we love to see is happy smiling face. But in reality, thats the default look that you havent seen before.
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| Nov 7 |
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Nov 7 Second day of school wasnt that bad. I returned back to yoga as well. He said..."when school holiday is over, you appear again" Oh yea! I wasnt feeling that well in the morning. Stomach bloated making me dizzy and feeling like throwing some tantrum, kicking or punching would be good. But leave that aside for stretching instead. After class, I called him to inform him that I am coming back in a while more. Not yet wake up? Expected....wahahaha because I need someone to open the gate for me. When I arrived at my doorstep, I tried to call his phone again but didnt work. Whose phone is sucks? Him...wahahaha. Ok, so I was stuck outside my house for some time. I shouted for my housemate who was busy cleaning the house at that moment. No point to shout for him because I couldnt shout loud and he wont hear shit...hehe. So, I got to enter and found out that he was already awake, making some oat and all. "I tried to call you but your phone didnt work" "Oh, must be something wrong with the simcard and it has been already" And I was actually expecting him to smart enough wake up, alert a bit and open the door when I arrived. The phone conversation with him totally showed that he wasnt alert enough and all. "how should I know when you are coming?" wahahahaha....I just thought that whether is he has any intuition or not. But I guess not. And At night, I couldnt sleep...just because he started to look like at times he does - a bit distant and I was wondering shit about what is happening. I felt bad and pissed and woke up, online a bit to make me sleepy...hehe. And it works! Well, I knew that He couldnt sleep well too and then he is gonna be dead tired and what will happen to him if he gets too tired? Get irritated by the smallest things....wheee! Eventually my typing on the keyboard got irritated him. I saw 2 earplugs the next morning....wahahaha! note : all texts for entertainment pleasure but it is true...just laugh! human behaviour is weird and yet funny. Dont eat my words!
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| Oct 25 |
| 11.09.06 (7:36 am) [edit] |
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oct 25 Mixture feeling of weird, good and all. Receiving many different advises from many different sources. I just dont know who should I be listening to. Their advises are like a gold to run my life that I wont be failing and all. Do I need it? or I just know them already from the day I was born. mum : dont go to south thailand. it is not safe sis : how many times do you have to repeat it? mum : I just want to remind you all. sis : yea, like everyday! Sounds like she is much more better than nokia reminder...wahahaha! Well, it is just the same as in phone conversation. Now, she has new things to remind. She has been telling it everyday. Some new reminder for him as well. I wonder if he would listen when I'd tell him about it and the rest of the conversation is still the same as always. Sometimes I just feel like I have listened to it so much that I am so numb. But well, it is all for the good. Listen to it now so that you wont regret it later...muahaahaha. At some point, I feel trapped...especially on the 24 hours waiting. Trapped between parents and him. Yea, it was hard for me. Of course I want to see everyone is happy. If they are not happy, I wont be happy either because it shouldnt be like this that they are worried so much or imagining too much. Anyway, they seemed to be fine. note : from now on, might be a bit messy dates entry and all texts are just for reading entertainment but still it is true...wahahahahaha. Enjoy reading it!
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| Oct - the weekender |
| 11.07.06 (12:17 pm) [edit] |
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Oct 22 - the weekender and festive holiday My family, Me and Him travelled to MLK for the festive season. I could say that it was new to me and all of us. This is going to be an Open Relationship where the whole wide world will know about us. New to us as we wanted it and new to my parents especially my mum as she wanted to hide it. But well, lets see how well she could cope with it. But I guess she did it pretty well although at times, she still feel a bit uncomfortable but I assume after this. she would feel much better. New experience, facing the fear, overcoming it...what isnt more good than that! ;) Somehow I think Im trying to be a good hostess. you know, when my friends coming to my house or something. I just dont know how to entertain them or should do. Bad thing is that Im not even good asking them if they want anything to drink. So, next time just ask from me. I will try to find something from the kitchen or the fridge. If not, lets go to mamak then....wahahaha Well, he enjoyed himself being in and seeing 2 different background families from my dad side and my mum side and not forgetting the Food.
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| The Day I Met Him Again |
| 11.06.06 (12:29 pm) [edit] |
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Oct 19 After waiting for 24 hours, finally I was off by myself to the airport. Honestly I had not stepped out from the house for many days. The only thing I engaged myself extensively were typing and chatting-being impostor...wahahaha. So, I left my house at 10am, thinking that I could saved a few ringgits by taking ERL from Bandar Tasik Selatan but I missed the earlier train and had to wait 25 minutes for the next one which arrived at 12.35pm. So I could imagined that his plane might had been lingering above the KL sky at the moment. Actually I expected him to arrive at the arrival hall an hour later after his plane landed but I was wrong. I was eventually late...wahaha. But I liked it because I dont have to wait or corrupted my stomach more by the waiting...wahahaha. Seriously, all I could try to remember was his hair since he has Tarzan look-alikey hair so it is easy to recognize :P. The funny thing was that we didnt even discussed about where we should meet up...hahaha. but we just know it. It was nice to see him that he wasnt that dysfunctional at all compared to the first time....wahaha. Looked pretty comfortable, no choosy in food, eat anything and all. So it is easy to handle...whahahaha
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| 11.06.06 (12:21 pm) [edit] |
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Nov 6 I am back for good. New school term has just started today and many things have been happening for the past few weeks. It started off with the waiting 2 weeks ago.....
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